Resilience and rebirth

A zombie at sight,
Can’t walk on straight.

Loosen any tension,
I’m lost in a new dimension.

Tears rolling down
I’m happy,
I’m scared,
I’m only tired.

So many fears,
I can’t just enjoy
What if and all the doubts
Don’t wanna fall in the same traps

Trying to figure out
Where I am now.
Astonished and stoned,
I’m gonna emerge in a new world.